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24/6/13 with 247 notes source

[B.A.P] Himchan

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Part 5/?

        “Huh?” You whirled around, surprised. “Seriously? Wow, that’s great!” Himchan’s eyes lit up.

        “You’ve heard of us?”

        You avoided his gaze. “Um… no… I don’t really keep up with kpop much…”

        “Oh, really?” the disappointment in his voice was more than evident. You both continued walking in silence and you tried to rack your brain for anything you knew about them. Your friend, Sohee, was a huge kpop fan and you attempted to go through conversations with her about anything musically related, only to have limited success. It was hard to keep things you weren’t really into in your mind, yet you were wishing that you would have; maybe then it wouldn’t have been so awkward.

        “Yeah…. we- we have a lot of sweet fans,” Himchan said, attempting to pick up conversation again. “A lot of our babys send us food so-”

        “Warrior!” You suddenly shouted, interrupting him.

        “What?”

        “You guys did warrior, didn’t you?” In the dark recesses of your mind, you’d remembered when your friend had fangirled about watching yet another group that seemed to have a tough and bold image and who called their fans “babys”. The only thing you’d really managed to remember was the name of their song, “Warrior”, because you’d never heard of anything like it before.

        “Yes!” Himchan seemed to look happy again. “Still, the fact that you remember our song… it makes me happy.” And he had no qualms about showing it. “We’ve done  a lot more songs since then, even though we’re just a year old, and we’re preparing for our new comeback, too.”

        “Oh… you guys must be busy, then… How did you have time to come out today?” You honestly wanted to know what strings Sohee had pulled for them all to be there.

        “Yongguk hyung said it was fine to relax before our stage,” he kicked a small stone that was in his path, watching it skip across the concrete.  “Even though we just barely got back from America.” He gave a short laugh.

        “America? Why did you guys go there?” You were intrigued that they had already been out of Korea even while being considered rookies.

        “We had concerts!” Himchan smiled, happily recalling the memories. “And we visited some other cities, too…. there were so many fans, though! We never thought we were that popular…” His voice trailed off and you glanced at him out of the corner of your eye. He seemed to be the happiest when talking about the band or his fans, and it was adorable. “Oh yeah, since we’re here, where do you want to go?”

        “Anywhere but the haunted house,”you replied, sharing a knowing smile with him.

        “How about the rollercoaster?” Himchan asked, pointing to a monstrous structure not too far away. You cringed at the sight and he put his hand down, understanding. “Then, the pirate ship?”

        Just looking at the giant, swinging ship was enough to make you feel like throwing up. “Um… I’m afraid of heights and I don’t really like the swinging thing…” You felt bad about declining the things he wanted to do, but you didn’t want to get yourself in a position where you were sick or scared. The haunted house had taught you better than to do that.

        Himchan looked around for a bit, until he spotted a large sign in the distance. “How about that?” He asked, excitedly.

        You looked in the direction he was referring to, and almost did a double take. “The petting zoo? Are you sure?”

        “Why not?” He grabbed your hand and began dragging you in the direction of the wooden structure You willingly followed, feeling reassured that this was nothing that you were going to panic about.

        There wasn’t a door or a gate to the petting zoo. It basically consisted of many enclosed pens with a small latch of some sort, with various animals inside. Himchan headed straight for the rabbit hatch and you followed to hear him ask the assistant near it if you were allowed to pick one up. She stared at him in amazement, and you guessed that she knew who she was. You sighed; maybe this whole experience would be more meaningful if you knew more about him. The first rabbit he received, he gave to you, happily reaching for the next one. You held it in your arms, lightly scratching its head and watching him as he stroked the rabbit’s nose.

        “A matoki is one of our band symbols, you know,” Himchan said, looking at you. So that was why he ran to see them first. “We each have our own color and style, too.”

        “Oh, really?” You handed the rabbit back to the girl who was standing near the enclosure, and who had spent most of the time gazing at Himchan and throwing daggers at you. “What color are you?”

        “Pink!” With that, he dropped the rabbit off into the hands of the love-stricken assistant and went off to visit the other animals, you tagging along behind him.

        After a while of looking and petting more animals, you finally decided it was time to leave and headed out, with Himchan trailing behind you. The sight you saw outside was nothing you were prepared for. Small groups of people had accumulated near the entrance and, when they saw him, started shouting his name.

        “Himchan oppa! Oppa!” The screams quickly drew the attention of curious passerby who only seemed to want to join in. Himchan grabbed your wrist before whispering, “get ready to run,” and then taking off, dragging you behind. Your shoes were prepared for this and you struggled to keep up. The fans followed and the sound of cameras and cell phones clicking continued to pursue you. Suddenly you felt something scratch your arm, and in the tiny second it took for you to down down at it, Himchan’s grip on your other arm was gone. You looked back up to see him turn around, searching for you, his eyes wide with fear, as fans crashed into you in a frenzy, hoping to get closer to him. He finally spotted you, just before you were pushed down, panic in his eyes.


20/6/13 with 259 notes source

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11/6/13 with 282 notes

[B.A.P] Himchan

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Part 4/?

You stared at the six boys in surprise, ready to bolt at any given second. You weren’t expecting to be awaited by a single guy, let alone six. Inwardly hitting your friend, you nervously bowed, half hidden behind her. Sohee was oblivious to your obvious discomfort and instead prided herself on how well she could carry on a conversation with them.

Yongguk introduced the four new boys. He pointed to a boy who was busy eating a chocolate bar and who said that his name was Daehyun, while Youngjae was the one who stuck close to him. Jongup was the boy who was intently staring at the sky one minute, and Daehyun’s food the next. Zelo was apparently the tallest and the youngest, judging from the way he talked to the others. But you still didn’t get why they had introduced themselves that way in the beginning. Honestly, what was the point? Was it their definition of cool? Your thoughts were broken into by Sohee and she grabbed your hand, excitedly.

“Since we’re all at an amusement park, we should split into groups and enjoy ourselves!” She said, still clutching your hand. “I bet you guys don’t get to do this often, right?”

“We had to ask our manager-hyung for special permission this time,” Zelo spoke up. His height was the only thing stopping you from believing that he was the youngest, yet that was the least of your worries. Here you were, at a park, with people you had never met before, and you were expected to split into groups? And what was all the talk about a manager-hyung?

“Rock-paper-scissors!” Youngjae said, sticking his hand out. “Two losers stick together.”

Besides your opinion, everyone else seemed to think it was a great idea, with the slight exception of Himchan, who seemed a bit uneasy. Come to think of it, he almost always looked that way whenever you saw him. You all stuck out your hands and your reflexes put out scissors. And as luck would have it, everyone else had put out rock. You felt great being crowned loser number one. Now all you needed to know was who would be stuck traveling with you.

They went for round two, but this time, it seemed a bit different. You noticed Yongguk’s sly glances at Daehyun and Zelo, as well as Youngjae’s hidden motions to Jongup with his other hand. And their attacks all seemed concentrated on Himchan. The realization that they were all ganging up on him in an effort to pair you up, dawned on you all too late. By the time you understood, the other’s were cheering and Himchan was groaning and calling for a rematch. But you both knew that they wouldn’t be so kind as to bestow that on you, and shyly stood next to each other, waiting for the rest of them to group up. They couldn’t to agree on who would get Sohee, and in the end decided not to split themselves up at all.

You stood there, taking it all in, shocked. If they didn’t need to divide, what was the point of going around with Himchan? But your complaints were silenced, along with Himchan’s, and you were both sent out to “have fun.”

Which honestly wouldn’t have been that difficult except for the fact that you were with a boy you barely knew. You both walked in silence, each afraid to say something for fear that the other would think it was stupid, until Himchan finally spoke up.

“It seems like they’re always trying to put us together… right?”

You didn’t have the heart to tell him that this was only the second time; he looked nervous enough without your added comments.

“Yeah… I guess so…” The conversation went dry again and it became quiet. You were busy racking your brain, trying to think of how to keep the conversation going, or started again, for that matter.

“Um, _______________-ssi, have you ever heard of B.A.P?” Himchan asked.

“I don’t think so…? Why?”

“Ah, no, it’s just, they’re this group that came out last year… so I was just wondering if you knew…”

“Is it kpop?” When he nodded, you shook your head. “I barely listen to it these days… Maybe I’ve heard of them? But I’m not really sure, sorry.” You kicked a stone that was in your path and your eyes traveled down the path that it had skipped on. “Why? Are you a fan?”

Himchan laughed awkwardly and brushed his hand through his hair. “Um… Actually… Me and the other guys…. We’re a part of it…”

Part 5


[B.A.P] Himchan

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Part 3/?

        “______________!” Your friend, Sohee, was yet again busy banging on your front door. Worried that she would disturb the neighbors, you quickly unlocked it and pulled her inside.

        “Yah! What are you doing so early in the morning?” You were grumpy because she’d called you an hour before, telling you to get ready to go somewhere. “Where are we going?”

        “You’ll find out soon, just get your shoes on.” Sohee pulled out your shoes from a nearby cabinet and threw them on the ground in front of you. She rushed around your apartment as if looking for something but she couldn’t seem to find it, because she finally reappeared in front of you, out of breath, and asked, “Yah, where’s your camera?!”

        “In my backpack; why?”

        “Ani, nevermind, just come, we’re gonna be so late…!!” She pulled you by the hand out the door, barely giving you any time to lock it, and practically dragged you down the street, as if she’d forgotten you could walk by yourself. She finally let go and you saw the bus stop come into view. Curiosity got the best of you and you tried to ask her again where your destination was, but to no avail.

        When the bus came, Sohee paid for both of your fares and you got on, sliding into a seat, with her following you. “This will be so much fun, ___________!”

        “How would I know that?” You pouted, turning your head to face the window. “You won’t even tell me where we’re going.”

        “Aish, just wait till we get there…! I don’t want to ruin the surprise!”

        Wait, what? You knew from personal experience that your definition of “surprise” was a whole lot different than Sohee’s definition. Her idea of a surprise once consisted of taking you bungee jumping in an attempt to overcome your fear of heights. You knew she meant well, but your stomach churned at the thought of “facing another fear.”

        “No way, no way, I’m not doing this!” You protested.

        “Relax, it’s not a big deal.” Sohee seemed preoccupied with her cell phone, barely looking at you while she replied.

        “The last time you planned a surprise for me we went into a haunted house.” you reminded her.

        “Yeah, where you met cute boys…!”

        You groaned and slumped back in your seat. There was no way you could ever convince her. If there was, you could have stopped her a long time ago, even before the bungee jumping.

        Ten minutes later, the bus driver made an announcement and Sohee snapped up, craning her neck to look past you. She saw a sign that had the stop’s name on it and immediately got up, pulling you with her.

        “It’s our stop, ____________!” She seemed oddly excited, more so than before, but you continued following her and got down from the bus. In front of you stood a huge sign that read “Everland Amusement Park”, with a lot of people going in.

        “Sohee!” You accusing tone was enough for your friend to look guilty. She sheepishly smiled at you, ducking her head before you could attempt to hit her. “Last time it was a haunted house and now this?!”

        “___________….,” she whined, pulling you along despite your complaints. “Just wait until you see what I have planned for you, okay? And after today, if you’re still mad at me, then fine, but just wait until then, okay?”

        You grudgingly didn’t reply, knowing fully well that no matter how mad you tried to stay at her, it would fail., and you’d go right back to forgiving her by the end of the day.

        The further you went into the park, the more the warning bells in your head seemed to ring. You ignored them, dismissing the thought that anything bad could possibly happen to you at that moment. Sohee spotted someone and her eyes light up and she ran ahead, leaving you to follow her in confusion. As you got closer to the figure she was approaching, you felt nervous and you had a feeling you knew who he was. And then you saw the boy next to the figure and your stomach flipped. It was Himchan. And from the looks of him, it was probably Yongguk next to him. When you were finally standing in front of them, Sohee was happily greeting them while you shyly mumbled your own hello. You lifted your head and noticed not two, but 6 pairs of eyes staring at you. What…?

        Besides Yongguk and Himchan, there were 4 other boys standing with them, curiously looking at you. You panicked, not knowing them and unconsciously moved closer to Sohee. She reassuringly touched your arm as Yongguk looked at the other boys, as if preparing for some kind of cue.

        And then, as if they had a secret connection or something, they suddenly bowed and said, Annyeonghaseyo, Uri B.A.P, yessir!”

Part 4


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5/6/13 with 1,741 notes source

[B.A.P] Himchan

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Part 2/?

You were terrified of losing your friend, but you were even more afraid of what lurked in the darkness. This was exactly why you didn’t want to come in the first place. The dim light from the bulb seemed to be slowly fading away, and you fumbled in the dark looking for the light switch, moving your hands along the bare wall.

You felt your hand touch something and moved your fingers around it. The smooth texture felt like plastic and you touched what you thought was a switch. You flipped it, but to your horror, the lights didn’t turn on. You flipped it up and down again, as if it would change something.

Nothing changed and you were left with an even bigger sense of fear than before. Panicking, you began walking fast, hoping to find an exit soon before something else found you first. You were so busy looking around you that you didn’t notice a figure standing in front of you, and walked right into it.

And then you screamed. And so did the figure.

“AHHHHHHHHHH!!!!” The scream seemed rather deep and in the dim light you could make out the face of a tall, terrified boy in front of you. He seemed to be even more frightened to see you than you were. His face looked vaguely familiar and within a few seconds, you recognized him as the boy at the entrance who was deemed too scared to go in.

“Aish, you seriously-! Yah!” He shouted, agitated.

“What?! I don’t do anything.” You wanted to nonchalantly stay by his side in the hopes that you would have a greater chance of making it out alive, but it seemed awkward to stick so close to someone you hardly knew. “Why? Were you scared?”

“Ani…! No way!” He looked you up and down, making you realize how forward you were being. “If anyone’s scared it’s you- you’re the one that screamed first!”

“No, I didn’t!”

“Did too!”

A moment of embarrassed silence followed as you both realized how childish you sounded. You didn’t want to find your way alone, but you didn’t know how to ask him to come along, either.

“Let’s go together.”

You looked incredulously at him. Did he just read your mind or something? He cleared his throat and looked at you, looking away when you made eye contact.

“We both don’t want to die in here, right? Besides, I’m hungry, so let’s just leave together.”

“Um…. okay….” You quickly followed him as he began walking, almost as if he knew where to go. “I’m ___________, by the way.”

“Himchan. Kim Himchan.” You nodded, despite knowing he couldn’t see you.

The rest of the way out was followed by an awkward silence. You didn’t know what to say to fill the space and, apparently, neither did he. It seemed like a good idea that you had both joined together to find a way out since you saw the exit sign within a few minutes. You spotted your friend outside the exit, talking the the same brown-haired boy from before. You tapped Himchan on the shoulder and half-bowed saying, “Thanks for helping me… Um, my friend’s over there so…“  You bowed again and retreated to Sohee’s side, only to find you and Himchan following you. You were about to ask him why when Sohee grabbed your arm and dragged you over to where she was previously standing with the brown-haired boy.

“___________, you remember Yongguk, don’t you?” She asked, smiling at him.

You nodded and when Himchan joined you, Yongguk broke out into a gummy grin.

“Where were you?” He asked his friend, nudging him with his elbow.

“Ah, seriously, Yongguk, why did you just leave me?!” Himchan pushed his friend aside, as if he was pouting. You stifled a laugh that threatened to come out after seeing Himchan’s childish behavior.

“You weren’t alone~” Yongguk was still relentless with his teasing. “You were with ___________-ssi the entire time, right?” Himchan blushed red when he heard this and avoided your eyes.

“A-Ani…”

“Yongguk oppa,” Sohee grabbed his arm, startling him, "Since we’re all friends now, we should meet up again, right?”

Yongguk smiled, although it seemed more like a secret attitude of understanding between them both. “Yeah, we should, don’t you think so, Himchan?”

“Ah, why are you bringing me into this, hyung?” Himchan was too busy grumbling to notice what was going on, but you did, even if it confused you to no end.

You tugged on Sohee’s sleeve, pressuring her to leave, and she nodded, quickly taking out her cell phone and asking Yongguk for his phone number. He agreed and after their conversation was over, he turned to you and said, “______________-ssi, I hope you and Himchan get a chance to meet again!”

He totally caught you off guard and you blinked a few times, confused. “Huh?” What was that supposed to mean?

“Don’t worry about it.” He laughed and nudged Himchan, making his friend lightly push him away. “I’m sure we’ll meet again.”

Part 3


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babychanie replied to your post[B.A.P] Himchan

OMG /runs and hugs you/ YOU ARE THE BEST! I love how you made Himchan scared too XD Seriously I LOVE YOU

*hugs you back* Awwww…! Thank you so much!! I LOVE YOU TOO XD and yeah, I felt like it wouldn’t be complete without him showing his fear lol

p.s. I’ll upload the next part on Monday~

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